Monthly Archive for December, 2009

Massacre: Remembering the Holy Innocents

In this final week of the year, Chris­tians who fol­low the church cal­en­dar remem­ber that chil­dren were mas­sa­cred at Beth­le­hem.  Life stopped.  We are always shocked when­ever life stops because of events like this, 9/11 or US drone bomb­ings in Afghanistan and Pak­istan. The sur­viv­ing vic­tims and the onlook­ers stam­mer as they ask,  how this could hap­pen?  How can peo­ple do this?

From what I know about Herod who ruled when Jesus was born the story of the mur­der of chil­dren is entirely plau­si­ble.   As a politi­cian and Roman vas­sal Herod was caught between the demands of an empire and his unpop­u­lar regime at home.  His dynasty ruled because of Roman bless­ing not because of the grace of God.  The local Jew­ish pop­u­la­tion dis­trusted his inten­tions and had grown restive over his tax­a­tion poli­cies and cru­elty.  In for­eign affairs he clev­erly used a com­bi­na­tion of diplo­macy and good guess work to con­vince Roman rulers, some­times in the midst of their own power strug­gles, that he was reli­able and could deliver strong polit­i­cal rule that would not cause the empire headaches.  That is what empires want from their vassals.

Herod’s rule included ter­ri­tory roughly equiv­a­lent to ancient Israel. It brought him power but lit­tle favour with the peo­ple who dis­liked his deca­dent life style.  Herod claimed to be a Jew but his mother was Arab. Herod’s ten­u­ous claim to Jew­ish faith was fur­ther eroded by his com­pli­ance with Rome’s pub­lic reli­gion, emperor wor­ship in shrines cre­ated at his mon­u­men­tal con­struc­tion sites.  These facts fed unrest.

The gos­sip that a new King of the Jews had been born was a mor­tal threat to Herod’s rule.  Thirty some years before Herod had been elected to that office by the Roman Sen­ate after angling for the posi­tion in the midst of Cae­sar Augus­tus’ rise to total power.  He may have known of this new threat  through his police, palace guards or intel­li­gence ser­vice  before the arrival of the wise men.  How­ever, a diplo­matic call by for­eign dig­ni­taries called Magi with access to mys­tery knowl­edge from the stars alerted him that there may be seri­ous trou­ble ahead and still man­age­able ways to crush another impend­ing rebel­lion.  Always on the look out for a coup or usurper of royal office Herod, like his con­tem­po­raries today had an insa­tiable appetite for intel­li­gence infor­ma­tion and its first cousin, pop­u­lar gos­sip some­times called news.  Infor­ma­tion meant that sus­pects dis­ap­peared often for good.

To be safe the dig­ni­taries slipped away by “another road” with­out check­ing in with King Herod after they vis­ited the new King in swad­dling clothes.  This act of avoid­ance, per­haps rude in the con­text of  rou­tine diplo­matic niceties awak­ened  Herod’s deeper sus­pi­cions, and the action he set­tled on was the killing of all chil­dren born in the most recent two years in or near Beth­le­hem, the site of the usurper’s birth.  A polit­i­cal killing of infants was Herod’s pre­ferred option given the restive and rebel­lious nature of pub­lic opin­ion.  There was prece­dent for the use of infan­ti­cide as an instru­ment of national secu­rity in the his­tory of the Jew­ish life in Egypt and in other nations.

This sequence of sto­ries in Matthew’s first two chap­ters includes five dreams and a mes­sage from the stars.  In times like these when life and death  nudge one another, access to all the insights avail­able to peo­ple seek­ing to do the right thing is urgently required.  The break through of wis­dom from the uncon­scious were gifts that illu­mi­nated the jour­ney of escape to Egypt and pro­vide the pro­logue for Matthew’s story of the com­mu­nity of liberation.

Politi­cians caught in dilem­mas that threaten their regime resort to bru­tal­ity.  The killings of all chil­dren under the age of 2 was a fear based warn­ing to the pop­u­la­tion, no regime change, not now, not ever.   Look­ing tough in the midst of unpop­u­lar­ity is essen­tial .  Despite the col­lat­eral dam­age, death to mostly inno­cent chil­dren meant that the gains from a lim­ited mas­sacre, only the area of Beth­le­hem,  out­weighed the risks.  There was no time to con­sider the long term effects on polit­i­cal culture.

Behind this story recorded in Matthew but not men­tioned was the Roman emperor Cae­sar Augus­tus.  Every nation and prin­ci­pal­ity in the Empire under­stood the non­nego­tiable demands made of vas­sals, demands for sta­bil­ity, reli­a­bil­ity, ide­o­log­i­cal har­mony and access to mate­r­ial or human resources when the need arose.  The empire had finan­cial and mil­i­tary lim­its and local rulers were left to their own devices includ­ing secret police to cre­ate at least the fic­tion of secu­rity and pros­per­ity.  The empire pre­ferred to have its local strong man to carry out the heavy lift­ing of dom­i­na­tion and cru­elty to man­u­fac­ture order.  The inter­ro­ga­tion, tor­ture, and killing of ene­mies, often called ter­ror­ists is the work for lesser tetrar­chs. The empire’s troops were only sent in as a last resort.  The impe­r­ial heart­land was reserved for pomp and end­less repeat­ing of the myths of its glory.

But there is another thread in this story of empire, client states, vas­sals, intrigue, and mas­sacre.   It involved the par­ents of the King baby, who lis­tened the their dreams.  It involved  unex­pected part­ners who offered pro­tec­tion and gen­er­ous help along the way.  The story of escape, return and new life is hap­pen­ing today too for those who have eyes to see, ears to hear and wise instincts to rec­og­nize the signs of the times.

Live” a Merry Christmas!

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I noticed my fam­ily talks about “hav­ing” Christ­mas. We’ll have our fam­ily Christ­mas on the 24th, then go to my grand­par­ents to have Christ­mas on the 27th, and have Christ­mas with the other side on New Year’s. Yet when we sit down to “have” Christ­mas, what does it mean? We open gifts, eat lots of choco­late, read the story in Luke, sing a carol or so. It’s nice. Its nice to “have” Christmas.

I won­der, though, what is the main point? Is it exchang­ing gifts and eat­ing lots of food? Even pop­u­lar cul­ture is start­ing to real­ize this is not the cen­tre of Christ­mas. Is it spend­ing time with fam­ily? Soci­ety would cer­tainly iden­tify that as a “rea­son for the sea­son.” Is it that Jesus was born? Churches and pop­u­lar Chris­tian­ity might empha­sis this. Yet that gets com­pli­cated. The scrip­tures don’t talk so much about that Jesus was born, as about how Jesus lived.

What about if the point of Christ­mas is to remem­ber to live as Jesus lived, with the out­casts of soci­ety, the weak and oppressed, serv­ing oth­ers, not rely­ing on mate­r­ial goods for secu­rity, and using love instead of weapons even in the face of death. This is a fright­en­ing image of Christ­mas, risky, and filled with fac­ing dark­ness. It’s not the kind of Christ­mas most peo­ple would like to “have.”

Per­haps this can become part of the Chris­t­ian tra­di­tion, though. Remem­ber with Jesus’ birth, with fam­ily gath­er­ings and gift exchanges, how Jesus lived. Per­haps then we can shape our tra­di­tions and gifts to his model, car­ing for the least, giv­ing not just to loved ones but even to ene­mies. Maybe then we’ll talk not about “hav­ing” Christ­mas, but coura­geously  “liv­ing” Christ­mas, empow­ered by the spirit to walk in the way of the one whose birth we celebrate.

Voices in the Sky, part IV

This is part 4 of 4 of a Christ­mas short story. Scroll down to see 1–3.

With a speed as quick as they had appeared, they were just as sud­denly gone. I stum­bled for­ward, as if I’d been hold­ing on to them for bal­ance. Beside me was Jeb, and he reached out to hold my shoulder.

What…was…that?” He could barely get the words out. His voice sounded as dry as my mouth felt.

I don’t know,” I whis­pered, but I knew that I knew. It was exactly what he’d said it was. It was the com­ing of the Mes­siah. It was the com­ing of our King. This was the great­est day in the his­tory of the earth. Surely this day would be cel­e­brated above all oth­ers for gen­er­a­tions to come. Surely the sig­nif­i­cance would never be forgotten.

We have to go,” Seth said.

Now,” Jacob added.

Right now,” Aram agreed. All I could do was nod.

We packed up in an instant. “What about the sheep?” Jeb asked, but I knew his heart wasn’t in it. He was ask­ing because he felt he needed to ask.

Leave them,” Seth said. “They can take care of them­selves. This is far more impor­tant.” We were all silent, dumb-struck. But we all agreed.

Beth­le­hem was a four-hour walk from our town. We fol­lowed the trail that had long been hewn through the for­est. Sud­denly, Aram cried out. “Look!” He exclaimed, point­ing at the sky. I ducked, ready to hit the ground once more, but the light shin­ing through the canopy of branches was nowhere near the bril­liance of before.

It’s a star,” Seth said, “And it’s way brighter than ever…”

What does it mean?” Jeb asked.

It’s over Beth­le­hem,” Jacob explained. “It’s guid­ing us…”

We all felt an unde­ni­able sense of pur­pose in our walk. The four hours seemed to take but an instant. The final cor­ner to Beth­le­hem was com­ing, and I could hardly con­tain the joy that was burst­ing inside my chest, scream­ing to come out. I was third in our line of five, but I ran for­ward and over­took the front. Then I con­tin­ued run­ning. I could not stop. My feet would not slow down, my heart would be not be silenced.

The small roofs of Beth­le­hem came into view and I sprinted past the first few. The star was still ahead, I could see it. I could hear my friends behind me, their run just as pow­er­ful. But they could not catch me. I was the slow­est, but tonight it was dif­fer­ent. Tonight I was run­ning to meet my King.

I turned a cor­ner to the right, slid­ing on the loose stones and nearly falling. But then I was run­ning again, catch­ing myself and mov­ing faster than ever before. We were on the out­skirts of the other side of town now, and the star was pul­sat­ing. I was almost there. I rushed past an inn and over an empty field. The hill on the other side was beck­on­ing to me. Jut­ting out of its side was a roof, cov­ered with straw to pro­tect it from the ele­ments. There was a sub­tle glow, as if from a can­dle, com­ing from inside.

I rounded the cor­ner, slid­ing, feel­ing Seth right behind me, then stopped and dropped to me knees. I inched for­wards to the side of the manger, hay clenched in my hands. The mother and father looked at me expec­tantly as I took my first look at my King.

He reached up with open hand and embraced my fin­ger. A smile broke across my face.

He was beautiful.

Voices in the Sky, part III

Whoops! I was late! This is part 3 of 4 of a Christ­mas short story. Part 4 will be posted tomor­row. Parts 1 and 2 are here and here.

Thought you could get away from us, didn’t you?” Seth chided me, pulling the ball from my hands, cov­ered with brown.

Ew, that’s not what I think it is, is it?” Jacob laughed.

Samuel, that’s dis­gust­ing,” said Aram.

I’m sorry guys, I couldn’t exactly help where I was falling,” I said.

Yeah, well, next time avoid the sheep’s bath­room, how does that sound?”

I’d be happy to,” I agreed, laugh­ing. A stony silence fell about the plain. I was still chuck­ling, but it was the only sound. Even the sounds of the woods were silenced, and it was like the wind dis­ap­peared. Wip­ing myself off, I was entirely dis­tracted. But I noticed the awe on the faces of the oth­ers. I glanced up.

A white light was grow­ing in the sky. It was get­ting nearer. “Run!” Seth shouted, and we all lis­tened. The ball was for­got­ten as we took off pell-mell towards Jeb, scared for our lives. The fear of being chased was noth­ing com­pared to this. Jeb had seen it too; he was cow­er­ing on the ground with his hands over his head. He was vis­i­bly shak­ing, and we all slumped to the ground beside him, some­how feel­ing safer in numbers.

My face was pressed into the ground in fear, my arms were quiv­er­ing, I had long since passed from fright to com­plete ter­ror. The light was grow­ing, it was ema­nat­ing in all direc­tions. It could hardly all have come from the same source. I felt like it was com­ing from the ground itself. Or maybe it was just bounc­ing off the earth beneath my face. It pierced my eye­lids, cut­ting through everything.

Don’t hurt us,” I heard Jacob whim­per. Aram agreed with a loud sob. I didn’t have any­thing to say.

A voice from the sky spoke out loudly, “Do not be afraid.”

It wasn’t so much the words spo­ken as the sen­ti­ment behind them. The feel­ing. They were gen­uine. The fear fell off my shoul­ders. The unfounded irra­tional fear. It lay on the ground beside me, dis­carded. I opened my eyes and lifted my head, com­plete awe and rev­er­ence shin­ing forth. In front of us was a man, stand­ing with his feet shoulder-width apart. He was white. Not dressed in white like our measly robes, but shin­ing white in every direc­tion. He was stand­ing, but he was stand­ing on nothing.

Don’t be afraid,” he repeated. “I’ve got great news. Your King has been born. He is the One to Come. You will find him in the town of David, lying in a manger.” Slowly, unsteadily, I felt myself climb­ing to my feet. As if he was hold­ing out his hand and help­ing me up. I saw noth­ing but the white. I could sense my friends beside me, stand­ing as well. But I could look at noth­ing else.

Then, as if the resound­ing gong had just been hit, an explo­sion of more white sur­rounded me. Now it was com­ing from any and every source. There were more, women and men, stand­ing in the sky with him, and their voices rang out as one. They sang, their voices resound­ing in per­fect har­mony, a har­mony so beau­ti­ful it sent shiv­ers down my spine and right to my toes.

Nobel Prize: Peace Or Just War

What is the mean­ing of the Nobel Peace Prize?  Alfred Nobel, Stock­holm native and the inven­tor of dyna­mite and other explo­sives was cha­grined that his inven­tions were used in cruel ways. In the late 1800s towards end of his life he ded­i­cated his con­sid­er­able for­tune to those who had made the great­est con­tri­bu­tion to humankind. Each year prizes are awarded for achieve­ments in physics, chem­istry, phys­i­ol­ogy or med­i­cine, lit­er­a­ture, eco­nom­ics and peace.

Two sit­ting Amer­i­can Pres­i­dents Woodrow Wil­son (1919) and ninety years later Barack Obama (2009) have been pre­sented the Nobel peace prize.  Both men believed that they had an over­ar­ch­ing role to move his­tory in a more peace­ful direc­tion.  Wil­son was dis­ap­pointed and died in office.  His League of Nations was crip­pled from non sup­port at home and then burned in the ashes of World War II.  We hope for a bet­ter out­come for Obama.  For­mer Pres­i­dent Jimmy Carter received the prize in 2002, 22 years after he was defeated by Ronald Rea­gan for a sec­ond term. Henry Kissinger accepted the peace prize for nego­ti­at­ing with the Demo­c­ra­tic Repub­lic of Viet Nam (North Viet Nam) in the early 1970s while B52s simul­ta­ne­ous bombed his enemy.  His coun­ter­part Le Duc Tho of North Viet Nam refused to accept the prize.  The war con­tin­ued for two more years after the Paris Peace agree­ments.  Between 1973–1975, another half a mil­lion Viet­namese were killed and wounded, 340,000 of them civilians.

Pres­i­dent Obama’s elo­quent speech accept­ing the Nobel Prize on Dec. 10, Human Rights Day laid out the neces­sity of war and rumi­nated on his nation’s under­stand­ing of just war — “war waged as a last resort, or in self-defence; if the force used is pro­por­tional, and if, when­ever pos­si­ble, civil­ians are spared from vio­lence.”  To his credit he defined what the­o­rists believe is a just war.  He did not iden­tify how his admin­is­tra­tion pur­ports to fine tune war mak­ing to meet the cri­te­ria of a just war in two big wars, Iraq, accord­ing to him a dumb war and Afghanistan, a nec­es­sary conflict.

How will those who tar­get drone attacks, and other expres­sions of air war make cer­tain that no civil­ians are killed?  How will a new chap­ter in just war be writ­ten in the basic train­ing man­u­als of sol­diers prepar­ing for deploy­ment, for inter­ro­ga­tion of the enemy, for treat­ment of cap­tives, and for clean up of mil­i­tary waste?   Can Alfred Nobel’s dyna­mite and its pro­lific off­spring ever be con­trolled?  Will the appar­ent unlim­ited use of U S wealth for mil­i­tary pur­poses bank­rupt its cit­i­zens as once hap­pened in Rome?

For a cen­tury the Nobel Prize for peace has hov­ered in that space between active peace­mak­ing rep­re­sented by mon­u­men­tal efforts towards peace and jus­tice like land mine erad­i­ca­tion, civil rights, or relief efforts, and the work of nations to cre­ate a frame­work that will con­strict war and its effects on civil soci­ety.  The prize was not pri­mar­ily intended to cel­e­brate paci­fist solu­tions to war although peo­ple who ques­tioned all war and vio­lence like Mar­tin Luther King and Jane Addams received the award.  The acknowl­edge­ment of their achieve­ments gives hope.

In his speech Pres­i­dent Obama deftly dis­tanced him­self and his office from paci­fist tra­di­tions as a Pres­i­dent with respon­si­bil­i­ties con­sis­tent with empire must do.  To his credit he did so with­out the nor­mal check­list of charges of ide­al­ism, lack of real­ism and or even naivete, a check­list deeply embed­ded in the pil­lars of lib­eral demo­c­ra­tic think­ing upon whose shoul­ders his politic relies for ide­o­log­i­cal ballast.

Pres­i­dent Obama didn’t tell us if there are any seri­ous nego­ti­a­tions with adver­saries, coali­tions of Pakhtoon vil­lages or Tal­iban groups.  In a part of the world where nego­ti­a­tions have been prac­tised for 3000 years it is hard to believe that some­thing isn’t hap­pen­ing to find an end to armed con­flict.  How is the con­duct of the Afghan-Pakistan war cre­at­ing the con­text for real peace, democ­racy or devel­op­ment?  The peo­ple I talked to in Pak­istan are not sure.  How will his admin­is­tra­tion encour­age or even man­date the mil­i­tary chap­lain corps to become a gen­uine con­science and moral com­pass for  “just com­bat” in the field.  What about the thou­sands of sol­diers who joined the nation’s forces and, in the process of sol­dier­ing, devel­oped a con­sci­en­tious objec­tion to war?  Will they be allowed to get out with­out hav­ing their dig­nity and per­sonal integrity dishonoured?

For many peace peo­ple, church mem­bers and third world nations Obama’s speeches on Afghanistan and the accep­tance of the Nobel prize despite their elo­quence was a time of dis­ap­point­ment.  This was the moment when I real­ized that my long term hope for end­ing the prac­tice of war in say a cen­tury will require harder more focussed work than ever.  I believe I can use this expe­ri­ence as a time to bound for­ward.  The speeches remind me that the Lamb of God with even wider reach in the stretch for jus­tice can over­come the god of empire that imposes chaos and destruc­tion under the guise of demo­c­ra­tic order.

The speeches remind us that fun­da­men­tal­ist preach­ers or pun­dits are teth­ered together with the lib­eral estab­lish­ment on the ques­tion of war.  Both stum­ble through var­i­ous ver­sions of just war ethics as the Preda­tor drones drag us into a scary future.  Above all the speeches remind us of the very lim­ited options that are avail­able to an impe­r­ial Pres­i­dent in mat­ters of peace and war.  This is the moment to pull up our pants, turn off the T V, awaken our imag­i­na­tions, and lis­ten to God’s spirit of com­pas­sion for all human kind, and get on with our work.

Some of us will be called to unex­pected sac­ri­fice of time, career, and life itself.  The goal of a world with­out war is worth all of the sac­ri­fice of a great army of unarmed sol­diers.  This dream of a non­vi­o­lent world may be the only real­is­tic vision now, despite the fact that our lead­ers doff their hats to just war.  The renewal of our spirit will come one step at a time in fresh and even larger ways as our spir­its are awak­ened to the pol­i­tics of renewal and hope, a politic like Jesus him­self, that is never depen­dent upon a pres­i­dent who him­self is often pow­er­less to trans­form an impe­r­ial cul­ture that devours good poli­cies and strong words.

The uni­ver­sal­ity of this season’s mantra, “Peace on Earth Good Will Towards Peo­ple” is a good place to start and it gets the best angels involved. If the mantra is going to bring down the insti­tu­tion of war we bet­ter be pre­pared with dis­ci­pline and arm­fuls of imag­i­na­tion infused with love.  When we are called ide­al­ists we do well to give the real­ist answer, all of cre­ation is groan­ing for some­thing bet­ter.  That is where we will put our energy.  Even elder Alfred Nobel might cheer us on.

Voices in the Sky, part II

This is part 2 of 4 of a Christ­mas short story. Parts 3–4 will be posted the 22nd and 24th. You can find part 1 here.

Let’s get ‘im!” shouted Seth, and I ducked behind the near­est large tree. Its trunk was wider than my shoul­ders, and I knew that with the thick­ness of the under­brush it would be pos­si­ble for me to hide. I calmed my breath­ing, hop­ing it would be silent. My heart was beat­ing in my eardrums; I could feel the blood puls­ing through me.

They chose not to come with stealth. They crashed through the brush like a lion on the ram­page, mov­ing quickly and get­ting closer and closer. I should have gone fur­ther, I thought, I should have run. But it was too late now. Any run­ning would be way too loud. I crunched into as small a ball as pos­si­ble, hold­ing the object of their atten­tion against my chest like a trea­sured possession.

They were within fif­teen feet. “He can’t have got­ten far,” Jacob said. No one responded. Or maybe there was nod­ding — I don’t know, I couldn’t see. They were silent now, stand­ing and lis­ten­ing. I tried to hold my breath, but my foot invol­un­tar­ily spasmed, scrap­ing through the leaves and gravel like a resound­ing gong.

There he is!” shouted Seth. I heard move­ment and instantly reacted, spring­ing up and off my seat, div­ing for­ward into the brush. Clearly some­one had dove for me, but I made it just in time. I could hear their grunt as they crashed into the tree I’d been hid­ing behind. Look­ing over my shoul­der I caught a glimpse of the entire group tan­gled up in each other. Perfect.

I was never the fastest of run­ners. I always lost the game. And so I knew my time was wind­ing down. But I dodged and I ducked, my feet instinc­tively find­ing the smoothest parts of ground, avoid­ing the roots, my head duck­ing auto­mat­i­cally to avoid smash­ing into a branch. I cut left, then right, then turned a sharp left and moved slowly, hop­ing to con­fuse them. I was head­ing back to the field, but I didn’t want them to know that.

They were still crash­ing through the brush, mak­ing the noise of a stam­pede. With a quick dash for­ward I put more dis­tance between us, then–

I see him!” came Seth’s voice. And they were off. And so was I. I reacted instantly, run­ning as fast as pos­si­ble. I tripped on a root and had to put my hand down to regain bal­ance, but then I was run­ning again. They were gain­ing on me, clos­ing the gap, then sud­denly my foot struck another root and I went sail­ing through the air, arc­ing almost grace­fully, until I broke through the brush and into the field, only feet from a sheep as it walked by, and time moved slowly as I saw the ground beneath me, saw my face head­ing directly for what it had just left behind, and I cringed, but there was noth­ing I could do.

I landed with a splat, and only had two sec­onds before the hurtling mass of bod­ies came from behind.

Voices in the Sky, part I

This is part 1 of 4 of a Christ­mas short story. Parts 2–4 will be posted the 17th, 22nd, and 24th. You can find part 2 here.

It was a cold night. The chill crept up my arms as I lay on the grass, my hands behind my head. The breeze rip­pled through the trees and I could hear a dis­tant shout. Then another shout. And another. They were get­ting closer. I looked over at my friend, Jeb, and gave a short chuckle.

You watch­ing ‘em?” I asked, nod­ding out at the field.

Yep,” he said, smiling.

The flock in front of us wasn’t all that large — it only needed one

shep­herd to keep an eye on it, but our group of friends usu­ally ended up hang­ing out while Jeb did his job. If he couldn’t be there, we’d take over for him. The man who owned the sheep didn’t care — as long as they were taken care of.

I stood up, stretch­ing my legs. Instantly I felt even colder. The ground had absorbed some of the day’s warmth and now only my feet were get­ting that heat. Another shout sounded, com­ing even nearer. I tracked it with my ears. There were three of them; I could hear them crash­ing through the under­brush. They were fifty feet out now. Thirty. Ten.

They burst out in a tan­gle of arms and legs. In the split-second glimpse I got I saw our friend, Seth, tak­ing a dive towards the ground, the ball firmly clenched in his hands. But the fact that Jacob was tack­ling him from behind forced him to release it to pro­tect him­self. All three dis­ap­peared in a messy pile, short excla­ma­tions of pain break­ing through the quiet of the plain. Then laughter.

I moved in quickly, count­ing my steps, know­ing that the wrestling would only last so long. With­out hes­i­ta­tion I scooped the ball into my arms, try­ing my best to be stealthy. Sev­eral more steps led me to the cover of the for­est and I ducked inside, fight­ing my way through the branches as sound­lessly as pos­si­ble. Within a few sec­onds I was out of their view, breath­ing slowly but creep­ing as quickly as possible.

I was thirty feet away now. The noise was dying down.

Hey!” That was Seth’s voice.

Where’d the ball go?” Jacob added, and I could pic­ture them stand­ing to their feet, con­fu­sion writ­ten all over their face.

I dunno,” Jeb said slyly. There was silence for a moment, then–

Where’s Samuel…?” Jacob asked.

I only had sec­onds to hide.

A Mysterious Appearance…

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The snow came Sat­ur­day with thick fast falling flakes fill­ing the crevices and hol­lows first then set­tling in, pil­ing in, tree boughs dip­ping under the weight of millions.

Some­one appeared out­side our door, smil­ing mys­te­ri­ously.… and has already gone.

A glimpse of a North­ern home.

Mully Children’s Family

The Mully Children’s Fam­ily is a dynamic street res­cue mis­sion in Kenya, Africa. Founded by Charles Mulli, it has reha­bil­i­tated 6,000 street kids and is cur­rently tak­ing care of over 2,000. Twenty of those kids are now tour­ing Canada, singing, danc­ing, and flip­ping across the stage. They are an incred­i­ble group to see — and an amaz­ing inspi­ra­tion. Take a look at the Youtube videos below:

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And while the flip­ping and for­ma­tion rou­tine cer­tainly gets a lot of claps, there are a few things that stand out about MCF that totally oblit­er­ate any stage-show they could ever put on:

  1. Charles Mulli trusts in God. He’s gone to bed with no food in the cup­boards, and in the morn­ing God has provided.
  2. Charles Mulli shares. With 2,000 adopted chil­dren, it would make sense to hoard. But when polit­i­cal unrest erupted in 2008, or drought in 2009, Charles shares with his neigh­bors, includ­ing pro­vid­ing meals and jobs.
  3. Charles Mulli is build­ing up. In the drought this year, MCF was the only indige­nous group to work towards help­ing Kenyans. All the oth­ers were for­eign aid (Red Cross, UN, etc.).
  4. Charles Mulli is build­ing up. The kids are not “res­cued” and taken away from Kenya. He is restor­ing them as respon­si­ble cit­i­zens, capa­ble of help­ing others.
  5. God is clearly work­ing. 90% of the kids who go through MCF develop a rela­tion­ship with Christ, because it’s clear that He’s got power.
  6. MCF is 45% self-sufficient. Nearly half their bud­get is cov­ered by the pro­duce they export (green beans) to Europe. The kids and local work­ers (some 600 of them) do the work themselves.
  7. Charles under­stands where the kids are, because he was there too. Aban­doned at 6, a self-made mil­lion­aire later on, he gave it up to res­cue street kids. He is a Kenyan help­ing Kenyans — and that’s an inspi­ra­tion to thousands.

MCF is dynamic, grow­ing, and devel­op­ing. To be a part of their vision catch one of their shows in West­ern Canada (they’re here till Decem­ber 18), or visit www.mcfcf.ca or www.mullychildrensfamily.org.

Tak­ing Heart,

Paul Loewen

Training

With all this warm weather, I’ve started run­ning again. My knee has been sore for the past 2 months, but it’s get­ting pro­gres­sively bet­ter and I’m get­ting back into the groove of run­ning. It feels good to be mov­ing again. In my mind, I’m train­ing for marathon day next year (June 20th, 2010). That’s a long way away, but I’ve got a goal in mind.

marathonA friend and I are putting together a relay team for the marathon. Our goal is to make our way onto the podium, and we’ll see if we ever get there. But it’s an achiev­able goal. At least, I think so. At this point I’m run­ning every 2–3 days, over Win­ter I’ll prob­a­bly con­tinue with a once-a-week win­ter run, along with other ways of get­ting exer­cise. Once Feb­ru­ary rolls around, it’s back to being on the pave­ment. Then it’s 3–4 times per week, get­ting increas­ingly faster and more dif­fi­cult. And, with a rel­a­tively lofty goal, I’ve got to encour­age the same com­mit­ment and ded­i­ca­tion from the entire team.

I have no doubt that I will train with inten­sity in the Spring. Shav­ing 30 sec­onds off my 10km run could mean the dif­fer­ence between 2nd and 3rd place. It’s a lofty goal, but with enough train­ing I’m con­vinced it’s pos­si­ble (though I still have some con­vinc­ing of friends to do to join the team).

Maybe it’s because the marathon is such a tan­gi­ble moment in time: It’s June 20th, 2010, and we’ll be start­ing at 7:10am (the marathon starts at 7:00, the relay 10 min­utes later). Maybe it’s because going for a sin­gle run can change the way I feel for the rest of the day. Maybe it’s because it means that my next run will feel eas­ier. Maybe it’s because it seems like the effects are nearly instantaneous.

Midnight Marathon 018But for some rea­son, I find it way more dif­fi­cult to train for the Chris­t­ian life. The results are often just as dra­matic. The out­come is far more glo­ri­ous than a podium fin­ish. The exhil­i­ra­tion of run­ning the race well is bet­ter than any exercise-induced endor­phins. Can I put the same energy into my spir­i­tual race as I do into the phys­i­cal one? If I’m not, are my pri­or­i­ties con­fused? Why is it easy to spend 40 min­utes pound­ing the pave­ment but not peti­tion­ing in prayer?

The Apos­tle Paul com­pared the Chris­t­ian faith to a race — and I think this com­ing Spring I’ll start to under­stand why. I pray that my com­mit­ment to run­ning as fast as I can explodes over into rac­ing God’s race as well as possible.